December 2009
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things i dislike.
i dont know what you mean about things i hate. i hate feeling lonely. i hate itchy hats. i hate my thighs. i hate when the sun goes away on a sunny day. i hate this.
Dec 27th
things i like
i like pandas i like fedora hats i like comfy cheese sandwhiches i like the way my mom hugs me i like the way music comes to me i like natural lotions i like glaciers i like black cats i like french i like when my skirt catches the wind i like being in trouble i like shiny razors i like down pillows i like false teeth i like real body parts i like thin people i like old ladies i...
Dec 27th
ahh..
paganpoetry: Joel: I can’t see anything I don’t like about you. Clementine: But you will, you will think of things and I’ll get bored with you and feel trapped because that’s what happens with me. Joel: Ok.
Dec 27th
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“Tell me I am going to be okay.”
Dec 27th
“I like people that don’t smile. Ever…And I like people that smile.”
– Cassie
Dec 27th
“Your heart is not able. Let me show you how much I care.”
– My List, The Killers
Dec 26th
“Yesterday, about a year after we left each other, I realized you loved me.”
Dec 26th
a memory.
I remember being crazy. Crazy thin. You had to pick me up from practice because I had a panic attack. I was wild. In a disarray. I remember clutching at your cardigan. “Do you love me?” “Do you love me?!?!” I screamed. I was so scared. My wrists were so tiny. I was crying. “Do you forgive me?” “Do you forgive me?!” I asked...
Dec 26th
Christmas.
I am tired. And sad. And I am so, so sorry. I say it in my mind every day. I am sorry. And I will alway be. I am sorry for this too.
Dec 24th
And..
Watching your 8 year old cousin drink a mudslide? Fucking sick. And priceless?I suppose so.
Dec 24th
“The only thing worse than losing your memory…Is having to remember what it...”
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Dec 21st
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remember the fuckery that was furby? mine tried to...
Dec 21st
“Beautiful people die too.”
Dec 21st
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but i cant go to tiffany's...
Holly Golightly: You know those days when you get the mean reds?
Paul Varjak: The mean reds, you mean like the blues?
Holly Golightly: No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?
Paul Varjak: Sure.
Holly Golightly: Well, when I get it the only thing that does any good is to jump in a cab and go to Tiffany's. Calms me down right away. The quietness and the proud look of it; nothing very bad could happen to you there. If I could find a real-life place that'd make me feel like Tiffany's, then - then I'd buy some furniture and give the cat a name!
Dec 21st
Listenunlonely: heartsbend:bellicosity: Left Hand...
Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
“How nice— to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive.”
– Kurt Vonnegut
Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
Listenthumbswithhands: The White Stripes—Seven Nation...
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formspring.me
hey you intrigue me, i love love love the quotes you always post. tell me more about yourself? whats your name? your age? where you from? you seem lovely thanks, i love the quotes too. im 18 and im from florida but right now im in new zealand doing whoknowswhat. its very very confusing and scary. thanks for the question. i like talking to people and you’re the first person...
Dec 20th
"Mad Girls Love Song" by Sylvia Plath
secludedeyes: "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God...
Dec 20th
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“I AM A FUCK UP! of the worst kind.”
Dec 19th
“i want to smile about the stars, i really do. because what else is there?”
Dec 19th
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the truth?
one eighth of the bottle is gone. i am lonely. i am outside and i can see the northern star. but the sun is not down. i bought a whole pack of smokes. only 10 more to go. i am scared to go out. to make new friends. I WAS NOT ALWAYS LIKE THIS!!!!! i was i was someone else. somewhere else. ramone, tell me where!
Dec 19th
ramone: when i get out of here i want to help people, you know?
blaine: yeah i know.
ramone: because we're here. not being cared about. left out in the open till its time to go back...and no one gives a fuck. well i want to give a fuck. about other people like me. like you. lonely people.
blaine: well it goes past that ramone, you were alone before you even came here. you've always been alone and you probably always will be.
ramone: dont tell me that.
blaine: its true though.
ramone: i know.
Dec 19th
“I AM LIVING IN MY OWN MIND. GET ME THE FUCK OUT.”
Dec 19th
last week i realized i was addicted to cigarettes. so i stopped smoking them. i like to be in control. and guess what? I AM.
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
“If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, I’ll bet they’d live a...”
– Bill Watterson (via blindness) (via quote-book) (via xotchil)
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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What what what??
http://www.formspring.me/eisleyryder http://www.formspring.me/eisleyryder http://www.formspring.me/eisleyryder Hey, i got one. You should come over and talk.
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
“Sometimes there’s so much beauty in the world I feel like I can’t...”
– Ricky Fitts, American Beauty
Dec 18th
Dec 17th
You said you’d never fall down the stairs again, so I tripped you, to remind you there is no way to control your destiny as long as I hold you back, and that’s why I flew away, giving you time to escape until it was time for us to meet again, and we will meet again, over and over. - Jason Flatowicz
Dec 17th
I don’t just want your heart I want your flesh, your skin and blood and bones, your voice, your thoughts your pulse and most of all your fingerprints, everywhere. - Isobel Thrilling
Dec 17th
“You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a...”
– mary oliver
Dec 17th
“The light which puts out our eyes is darkness to us. Only that day dawns to...”
–  walden
Dec 17th
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“Love will tear us apart.”
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
i have noticed that i like my tumblr. i like that i do not post everything that i see and love. i only post my things, or things that are extremely precious to me. things that hit my heart, and nothing less. i am glad i have no followers. because i dont have the time to please them. i need to be out there, in the world, taking and creating. if i have time to take those things and show small...
Dec 17th
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Dec 17th
“You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after...”
– Dwayne, Little Miss Sunshine
Dec 17th
i hate being a bitch. but how else are you supposed to make them listen? since when did anger become such a tool for obedience? things are ridiculous. my tummy hurts and im getting that frightened feeling that accompanies a panic attack. yesterday i called home. my mother said to me ‘there is nothing for you here’. well then, mother. there is nothing for me anywhere.
Dec 17th